It was not a good ending of the night! Once again, I ruined things. I saw her tweet.She said 'you are a jerk. nowonder everybody fly you'.......that....really makes me care about it! What i care is the jerk word! i don't wanna be a jerk if she's referring me! damn it! i'm sorry to you too! okay?
I just hope i was not born! nobody will know me! nobody will hurt by me. nobody will love me. but now as a bf i have the responsible to take care of you and never make you sad again! it has been almost 3 months ! on the following month! there will br no more! #prayhard! :)
i told me baby bout this! i know she was not happy with it! she cheers me up! but at the same time herself feel down.. :( she........is really a good gf! she is so wei da and i just can't conpare to her on this point! she sacrifice for me! but what i've gave to her? sadness? jealousy? damn it! i admit it! i was a bad boy! not a good bf.. maybe i still don't know how to care a girl's feeling! i felt shame and sorry to her.. baby! if you're watching this! i hope you really understand the person who stay in my heart for so long is you! i might hurt you i'm sorry! i still need to grow up! :) i need you! i want your love ! i want you! i promise myself really get rid of her! i will not hurt you anymore! Once again! i'm sorry and iloveyoulots! <3 :)
